“Có đường phố nào vui, cho ta qua một ngày
Có sợi tóc nào bay, trong trí nhớ nhỏ nhoi
…
Hương trầm có còn đây, ta thắp nốt chiều nay
Xin ngủ trong vòng nôi, ta ru ta ngậm ngùi …”
This feeling, when your existence is just a pain in the ass.
I feel like I need a break from everything. Maybe it’s not them, maybe it’s not fate, maybe it’s me. I lose the trust in myself. Step backward? Step forward? Step a side? I’m not confident in any action. Just stay here and pause? This feeling is driving me mad.
Anyway, it’s not the first time, it’s not the last time. Once the trust is not here, nothing could replace. Once the hope is gone, I’m just a body without soul.
I know it’s me. But sorry, I can’t help not forgiving them. Too sorry to say this.
This is enough, way too enough for me to bare. No promising, but this must be the last time, just because I’m out of myself for another time.
Ironically, a new year is coming :)
That feeling … When u can’t see him in person but in your dream at nights. Silly teenage me, as always.
I have a huge weakness …
I feel highly uncomfortable when I have to say “No”.
I feel terrible when I have to tell somebody “You are just shit.”
I feel awkward when I have to say “I will not do as you wish.”
Yes, I rarely say those things. Exactly, I have never said those things directly to anybody.
It’s getting more difficult for me as I grow up, meet many more people, many of them are just shit and I want to say “No” all the time.
It’s even worse when I also want to say these:
“Fuck, You’ll go to hell.”
“What the fuck! Are you mad?”
“Holy shit, how come you are that stupid?”
“Such a bitch!”
“Shut the fuck up! You’re tiring my ass.”
etc.
God, I really want to talk ‘straight forward’ sometimes.
What you eat in private you wear in public.
Tired physically & mentally.
3 easiest ways to die:
1. Puff a cigarette daily;
- You’ll die ten years early.
2. Drink alcohol daily;
- You’ll die 30 years early.
3. Love someone who doesn’t love you back;
- You’ll die daily.
Bob Dylan Show - Saigon - April 10, 2011.
Can Gio Bike Trip - April 2011
From now on, I will shut my mouth up and act like an idiot.
Me
This same old feeling is driving me mad …
Taken by: Tra Nguyen
Model: Me
April Ruler
- Bake something for work friends’ farewell party.
- Finish reading ‘Hard-boiled Wonderland and the end of the World”.
- Reach this month’s target weight.
- Not swiping credit card (at all).
- Go to Hoi An (my 1st time).
- Watch at least 4 movies.
I wish I could be this free …
(via thefashionsecret)
